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Last Dance

Her funeral was on a sunny Spring day several years ago. My mom’s sister Jewell had struggled with cancer and finally succumbed. She was in her 80s, so no one could say it came as a surprise. But what did startle us was just how spry she’d become post mortem.

Before I go any further, I promise you – this is a TRUE story…

When Jewell passed I wasn’t yet a senior pastor, so her’s would be the first funeral I actually led. So I felt a bit off-balance as I walked into the Spry Funeral Home (ironic name considering the residents there). I feigned confidence as I greeted friends and family who’d come to pay their respects. 

As I worked the room, I was still editing my sermon mentally. There were part so Aunt Jewell’s life that my mother saw as an embarrassment.

Mom considered her sister Jewell a bit of a wild woman. In a family full of good little Southern Baptists, she was the sole heretic Methodist. She’d sadly strayed from the true faith years ago, and tales of her exploits swept through our house over the years. I remember my little blond-haired momma speaking in hushed tones of Jewell’s wicked nights going dancing at the local Methodist church.

“Whuh…whuh…David? (Mom made these whooping sounds when leading up to something astounding)

“Jewell’s out almost every Friday night now, dancing at that Methodist church with men she hardly even knows. I’m glad your granddaddy’s not still alive to see it!”

Yes, sweet death is a welcomed comfort compared to watching your children descend into wanton Wesleyan “jitterbuggery”.

Through the years, those dances became her “fishing pond” for new husbands. As soon as one wore out, she’d snatch up another within the year. This spree of serial-marriages lasted until she could no longer dance. When she finally passed, she’d married and out-lived three men, and was already working toward her fourth. No telling how many of them she might have nabbed if the clock hadn’t run out on her.

Now her dancing shoes were finally still inside the open casket at the Spry Funeral Home in Huntsville, Alabama. Cancer had finally done what her Baptist upbringing couldn’t, and Aunt Jewell had gone on to the “last dance” in the great beyond. As my mom stared in the coffin, she remarked, “She just doesn’t look like herself anymore”. 

“Well, mom, that’s what extended illness does to people,” I responded, still trying to keep my mind on my eulogy. I wasn’t about to get distracted, and this was going to be the best eulogy ever delivered by a Baptist nephew for a prodigal Methodist aunt. No time for one last look at Jewell. “She’s not going anywhere,” I glibly joked to myself.

I began my sermon and quickly disintegrated into a sweaty, nervous mess. When I finished, I’d probably preached the lousiest sermon that pulpit had ever heard. I can hardly remember anything much about what I said, which is probably just as well. I only hope I managed to say her name correctly and didn’t offer up prayers to Buddha or Mohammed.

Trust me, you lose major points for getting Jesus’ name wrong, even with a Methodist.

After the funeral, we made the long trek to the cemetery. Another short service at the grave, and finally Aunt Jewell’s remains are lowered into the ground. We all go back to the house for a late lunch.

Some time passes and now it’s late afternoon. I look out the window and notice a Spry funeral van has pulled up in front of my parent’s house. A chubby little bald man hops out and carries some of the flower arrangements with him to the front door.

“Wow,” I say to my parents, “this funeral home really gives terrific service. They even bring the flowers straight to your home!”

We invite the gentleman in, who’s very polite but sweating at an alarming rate. He quickly asks if he could speak to mom and dad in private. All three step into the kitchen and shut the door.

Less than a minute later, I hear my mother’s whooping alarm go off again.

“Whuh…whuh…whuh…what do ya mean it wasn’t her body?!?!”

That’s when we realized that Aunt Jewell wasn’t done dancing yet.

The reason Aunt Jewell didn’t look like herself wasn’t that her body was showing the ravages of the cancer she’d fought for over a year. No, it was something much more unexpected than that…

The funeral home had put the wrong little old lady in Aunt Jewell’s coffin. No big deal, right?

As the little funeral director drove away, I thought to myself, “Who’d have thought my Aunt Jewell would pull off only the second resurrection in 2000 years!”

As chance would have it, earlier that afternoon another family dropped by the funeral home to view the body of another little old lady. As soon as they saw her decked out in the dress they’d carefully picked out, they’d immediately shrieked (in southern drawls dripping with molasses), “That’s not Momma! What have you done with our Momma? And who’s that wearing Momma’s dress?!?!”

Yes, believe it or not, Aunt Jewell had once again proven light on her feet. Not only had she tripped the light fantastic at those Methodist dances, she’d now managed to skip out on her very own funeral and spend one more afternoon above sea level!

In the aftermath, mom remarked, “At the funeral home, I was wondering what had happened to Jewell’s favorite ring. I just figured it had been lost. And people never look much like themselves at their funerals…although she did seem a lot shorter than I’d remembered.”

I was pretty proud of how my mom took the news. Even though the other family had a wholesale meltdown and went to the press the next day, my parents took it all in stride. After all, good Baptists know that was only Jewell’s body that went awol. The real Aunt Jewell had two-stepped her way into the presence of Jesus several days earlier.

At least, that’s what we all say we believe. We say, “They’re in a better place” but make such a fuss about their remains you start to wonder if we truly believe in an afterlife. Maybe that’s why Jesus took pains to remind us He wouldn’t leave us on this earth…

In my Father’s house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. – John 14:2

“If it were not so, I would have told you.” No, He wouldn’t play around with something that important. So that means I can dance through this life with confidence He’s gonna waltz me right into the next world. And it won’t matter whose dress my corpse is wearing (although I do hope they recognize me enough not to put me in a dress).

Whenever I perform a funeral now, I’m thankful for the confidence I saw in my mom and dad that day. How awesome is it that we can face the worst this world has to offer – death itself – and see it as only a minor inconvenience on the way to a glorious eternity. The same event that devastated another family became our source of laughter for years to come.

Why? Because we didn’t take death seriously. Jesus knocked the teeth out of that monster 2000 years ago. He took the worst it had to offer and came right back to life again. Best of all, He made a laughing stock of the greatest bully of all time.

So here’s to Easter, Aunt Jewell, and any loved ones you’ve lost along the way. Easter Sunday is our reminder death has been defeated and the grave is eternity’s biggest April Fools joke.

And with all due respect to mom, I hope I go out just like Aunt Jewell. I want to spend the rest of my days joyfully kicking up my heels. And I won’t be surprised if I get to heaven and discover Aunt Jewell teaching everyone there the Macarena too.

Well, at least all the Methodists.

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Our dream house was a 120-year old 3-story Victorian home. It was just a few blocks away from one of the loveliest parks in the city and the same distance from the church I pastored. I could literally walk to work, and did so on many mornings. How convenient!

Unlike the other brick houses that lined the streets nearby, this one was painted light yellow and stood apart from the rest. Plaster reliefs of baby angels wrapped around the base of the house. They represented the children of the original owners, making the structure even more unique. It also had a three-car garage at the back of it. Few houses in this older section of town had one as large, and many people resorted to parking on the street. But not us! On just an average salary, we had bought one of the nicest places to live in the area. 

I had always dreamed of owning a Victorian home. I had performed the role of Prof. Henry Higgins from the musical My Fair Lady right before we moved to our new city. So I was primed to live the life of the English gentleman, sipping tea in my beautiful old house. I loved the old wood, the stained glass windows, and our “penthouse suite” for my wife and me on the top floor. We’d be sequestered away from the noise of our little girls playing below us. It all seemed so ideal.

But it turned out to be anything but ideal. Our “Golden House”, as our little girls came to call it, was not so golden. In fact, our dream house almost killed us, quite literally. 

One afternoon I got a call at the church. It was Dawn, my wife, and she was sobbing hysterically. Finally I was able to make out enough of her words to understand what was happening.

“I fell…come home!”

Almost 20 years ago, my wife had been in a bad car accident that crushed her right leg. That ankle couldn’t turn at all. So as I ran the 5 blocks to my home, I knew what had happened.

When I got to the house, I found Dawn in the basement. She was headed to the washer and drier there, and had misjudged a step going down. She hit the concrete floor hard.

After getting her to the hospital, thankfully we learned nothing had been broken. However, that would be just the first of several falls for Dawn down those steps. We eventually moved the washer and drier up to the second floor, which helped a little. But the bottom line was a three-story house with narrow stairways were not meant for a woman who had challenges with mobility.

I also learned having your bedroom on the third-floor is not a good idea for a chubby guy in his mid-50s. There were a few days I wondered if I’d still be alive by the time I reached the top floor. Though I began on the stairway to the bedroom, I might end up on the stairway to heaven…

Then there was the city. Dawn and I always loved culture, restaurants, theater and all the things a great city has to offer. So living there, we felt like kids in a candy store. There was always some new restaurant to explore, always a show playing somewhere, and interesting people living all around us. It seemed ideal.

Except for crime. And taxes. Many cities are big on those, and ours was no exception. We had both in abundance.

One of our regular nightly diversions was watching the notifications on our community’s “Next Door App” alert us to all the recent shootings and hold-ups around us. One of us would hear gunshots, and I’d watch for the posts to pop up. I’d then calculate how close it was to our home. Many were within just a few blocks, some just down the street. 

We would occasionally get notices of some tax we hadn’t paid. Usually, we neglected to pay because the city had neglected to ever send a bill. Then one day, you get a notice you’re being sent to a collections agency, even though you still hadn’t received a bill yourself. 

Once we got a bill for trash pick-up. We were confused because we paid a refuse bill on time every month. But a lady on the phone informed us what we had paid was in fact only the garbage bill. There was completely different bill that was a tax for just having trash pick up available to us in the city. This bill was paying for the “possibility” our trash might be picked up. No kidding.

I’m sure they’re still probably working on a way to collect a tax on our taxes. 

All of this added together was a painful lesson on the difference between perception and reality. After we first moved to that city and were still living in an apartment, I walked down those very streets and fantasized about how wonderful living there would be. When we found the Golden House, we rejoiced and basically cried out, “Here, take our money” to the realtor. 

But the view from the outside of a situation is always much different from the inside. Nothing is ever quite what you expect…with houses, or with life.

The problem with so many of the things we want is it’s too often based on an illusion. We think a thing, a person, or a situation will bring happiness. But happiness is never found in those things outside of us.

Real happiness only happens from the inside out.

There’s an old fashioned Bible word for this foolishness: covetousness. The prohibition against coveting is actually the 10th and final commandment. It’s easily skimmed over in favor of the more R-rated commandments against murder or adultery. Simply wanting your neighbors stuff as opposed to stealing it or killing for it seems like no big deal in comparison.

But coveting is like a powerful drug. The addict never gets enough. Once he gets that one thing he’s obsessed over, he’s disappointed to realize it doesn’t fulfill his needs and he moves on to something more. The new car he’d wanted all his life now sits in the garage most days. She can’t even remember why she bought that purse now. That’s how coveting works: whatever you get, it’s never enough. You’re always left wanting something else, and even more addicted to your desires.

Whatever my eyes desired I did not keep from them. I did not withhold my heart from any pleasure, for my heart rejoiced in all my labor; And this was my reward from all my labor. Then I looked on all the works that my hands had done and on the labor in which I had toiled; And indeed all was vanity and grasping for the wind. There was no profit under the sun. - Ecclesiastes 2:10-11

Take care, and be on your guard against all covetousness, for one's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions. - Luke 12:15

There was nothing wrong with us wanting a house. But it was very wrong of me to think that it would bring us so much happiness on its own. The ideal life and fulfillment I was expecting from a house was unreasonable. 

That kind of happiness only comes from God’s address, not mine.

Inevitably, we become like kids on the day after Christmas. We’ve opened every package, played with every toy, and we’re already bored with them. The newness wore off in a day, all because we were expecting too much from them to begin with.

Most homes stop being dream houses the minute we walk into them. Reality inevitably sets in, and the “house porn” on the realtor’s website is now just a bunch of plaster and dry wall. 

We finally made it out of our dream house before it killed us. No, we didn't run screaming from it in the middle of the night like in the Shining or the Amityville Horror. When we left, it did take quite a bite out of our finances, and we had to sell for quite a bit less than we'd paid. But the wound was worth it for the lesson we learned.

We’re in a new place now, in a much smaller city. We’re renting a little one-story house we’re hoping to buy soon. We're in a little neighborhood where we hardly ever lock our front door. It's pretty boring compared to city life, but that’s just fine with me.

I’ve discovered what really makes a “dream house”. The dream is not the house, it’s the people you put in it. Regardless of the size or location, those people are what makes life worthwhile. 

Everything else is just a dream. And all that glitters is not a golden house.

Our dream house was a 120-year old 3-story Victorian home. It was just a few blocks away from one of the loveliest parks in the city and the same distance from the church I pastored. I could literally walk to work, and did so on many mornings. How convenient!

Unlike the other brick houses that lined the streets nearby, this one was painted light yellow and stood apart from the rest. Plaster reliefs of baby angels wrapped around the base of the house. They represented the children of the original owners, making the structure even more unique. It also had a three-car garage at the back of it. Few houses in this older section of town had one as large, and many people resorted to parking on the street. But not us! On just an average salary, we had bought one of the nicest places to live in the area. 

I had always dreamed of owning a Victorian home. I had performed the role of Prof. Henry Higgins from the musical My Fair Lady right before we moved to our new city. So I was primed to live the life of the English gentleman, sipping tea in my beautiful old house. I loved the old wood, the stained glass windows, and our “penthouse suite” for my wife and me on the top floor. We’d be sequestered away from the noise of our little girls playing below us. It all seemed so ideal.

But it turned out to be anything but ideal. Our “Golden House”, as our little girls came to call it, was not so golden. In fact, our dream house almost killed us, quite literally. 

One afternoon I got a call at the church. It was Dawn, my wife, and she was sobbing hysterically. Finally I was able to make out enough of her words to understand what was happening.

“I fell…come home!”

Almost 20 years ago, my wife had been in a bad car accident that crushed her right leg. That ankle couldn’t turn at all. So as I ran the 5 blocks to my home, I knew what had happened.

When I got to the house, I found Dawn in the basement. She was headed to the washer and drier there, and had misjudged a step going down. She hit the concrete floor hard.

After getting her to the hospital, thankfully we learned nothing had been broken. However, that would be just the first of several falls for Dawn down those steps. We eventually moved the washer and drier up to the second floor, which helped a little. But the bottom line was a three-story house with narrow stairways were not meant for a woman who had challenges with mobility.

I also learned having your bedroom on the third-floor is not a good idea for a chubby guy in his mid-50s. There were a few days I wondered if I’d still be alive by the time I reached the top floor. Though I began on the stairway to the bedroom, I might end up on the stairway to heaven…

Then there was the city. Dawn and I always loved culture, restaurants, theater and all the things a great city has to offer. So living there, we felt like kids in a candy store. There was always some new restaurant to explore, always a show playing somewhere, and interesting people living all around us. It seemed ideal.

Except for crime. And taxes. Many cities are big on those, and ours was no exception. We had both in abundance.

One of our regular nightly diversions was watching the notifications on our community’s “Next Door App” alert us to all the recent shootings and hold-ups around us. One of us would hear gunshots, and I’d watch for the posts to pop up. I’d then calculate how close it was to our home. Many were within just a few blocks, some just down the street. 

We would occasionally get notices of some tax we hadn’t paid. Usually, we neglected to pay because the city had neglected to ever send a bill. Then one day, you get a notice you’re being sent to a collections agency, even though you still hadn’t received a bill yourself. 

Once we got a bill for trash pick-up. We were confused because we paid a refuse bill on time every month. But a lady on the phone informed us what we had paid was in fact only the garbage bill. There was completely different bill that was a tax for just having trash pick up available to us in the city. This bill was paying for the “possibility” our trash might be picked up. No kidding.

I’m sure they’re still probably working on a way to collect a tax on our taxes. 

All of this added together was a painful lesson on the difference between perception and reality. After we first moved to that city and were still living in an apartment, I walked down those very streets and fantasized about how wonderful living there would be. When we found the Golden House, we rejoiced and basically cried out, “Here, take our money” to the realtor. 

But the view from the outside of a situation is always much different from the inside. Nothing is ever quite what you expect…with houses, or with life.

The problem with so many of the things we want is it’s too often based on an illusion. We think a thing, a person, or a situation will bring happiness. But happiness is never found in those things outside of us.

Real happiness only happens from the inside out.

There’s an old fashioned Bible word for this foolishness: covetousness. The prohibition against coveting is actually the 10th and final commandment. It’s easily skimmed over in favor of the more R-rated commandments against murder or adultery. Simply wanting your neighbors stuff as opposed to stealing it or killing for it seems like no big deal in comparison.

But coveting is like a powerful drug. The addict never gets enough. Once he gets that one thing he’s obsessed over, he’s disappointed to realize it doesn’t fulfill his needs and he moves on to something more. The new car he’d wanted all his life now sits in the garage most days. She can’t even remember why she bought that purse now. That’s how coveting works: whatever you get, it’s never enough. You’re always left wanting something else, and even more addicted to your desires.

Whatever my eyes desired I did not keep from them. I did not withhold my heart from any pleasure, for my heart rejoiced in all my labor; And this was my reward from all my labor. Then I looked on all the works that my hands had done and on the labor in which I had toiled; And indeed all was vanity and grasping for the wind. There was no profit under the sun. - Ecclesiastes 2:10-11

Take care, and be on your guard against all covetousness, for one's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions. - Luke 12:15

There was nothing wrong with us wanting a house. But it was very wrong of me to think that it would bring us so much happiness on its own. The ideal life and fulfillment I was expecting from a house was unreasonable. 

That kind of happiness only comes from God’s address, not mine.

Inevitably, we become like kids on the day after Christmas. We’ve opened every package, played with every toy, and we’re already bored with them. The newness wore off in a day, all because we were expecting too much from them to begin with.

Most homes stop being dream houses the minute we walk into them. Reality inevitably sets in, and the “house porn” on the realtor’s website is now just a bunch of plaster and dry wall. 

We finally made it out of our dream house before it killed us. No, we didn't run screaming from it in the middle of the night like in the Shining or the Amityville Horror. When we left, it did take quite a bite out of our finances, and we had to sell for quite a bit less than we'd paid. But the wound was worth it for the lesson we learned.

We’re in a new place now, in a much smaller city. We’re renting a little one-story house we’re hoping to buy soon. We're in a little neighborhood where we hardly ever lock our front door. It's pretty boring compared to city life, but that’s just fine with me.

I’ve discovered what really makes a “dream house”. The dream is not the house, it’s the people you put in it. Regardless of the size or location, those people are what makes life worthwhile. 

Everything else is just a dream. And all that glitters is not a golden house.